LIBERTY SARAH's Journal

Somewhere I can feel your presence so near yet so far.

A piece of me missing, the biggest piece of my heart.

At times I am sad, I’d listen to the wind.

When you hear my cry, you enter my dreams.

 

Even though I was hurt and scared like forever,

You were my knight and rescued me from the fire.

The “fire” that torches me to a thousand pains!

Evaporated my tears into acidic rains.

 

Sometimes I’d pretend that you hear me,

To heal me from my painful miseries.

I know somewhere you exist…to make me feel loved.

To touch my heart like a true girl should have been touched.

 

You listened to me and didn’t ignored my pains.

For I am special to you in a lot of romantic ways.

Whoever you are you’re just like a dream.

And if that were so, I don’t want to wake up anymore!!!

It's been a Hell day yesterday when everything seems to go wrong.

First, there were a lot of people in Enchanted Kingdom and introducing my two friends with my former howe didn't seem to be the greatest idea I had not even for a million years. They simply didn't get along as I was hoping, and to made the matters worst everybody got mad at me.

For that, I swear I will never go out again. It's always my fault when everything turns out bad.

When we were in the Galactic Restaurant inside Enchanted kingDumb!, I opened a conversation about how I can make pizzas out of burritos dough. To that, my two friends completely misinterpreted my good intentions and thought that I was bragging. I was merely trying to start a "flowing conversation" coz I didn't know what else to say. They started whispering at each other only God knows what. For that, I will never ever try to open a conversation again. I should have remained silent and made the akward silence in the dinning table get the best of us.

I spent the whole day yesterday trying to figure how I could blend my two friends with my former boyfriend coz I really really wanted them to be good friends. Everything was just wrong yesterday.... and remembering the akward moments I just wanted to die.

Not to mention, my former howe's father got furiously mad at him for not going to their shop. And it was becuase I pleaded him to spend the day with my two friends in Enchanted Kingdom.

Everything was my fault!! I will never ever GO OUT AGAIN!!!!!

Today we celebrated Irene's brithday... we had so much fun. We went to Greenbelt 3, and we ate at Guappa's which was a very expensive fine dining restaurant. (It was Nalian's recommendation hehe) Irene's jaw dropped when she saw the prices of food on the menu, and Nalian wants to go for the P595 buffet. But we ordered from the menu instead. I ordered an Italian pasta dish, and the dishe's name was very hard to remember since it was written in Italian language (Al pesto something???). The waitress got worried that she might have served me the wrong food. Then I realized that I was the one with amnesia and the dish that the waitress served for me was the food I ordered. HELLO BRAIN?

We shared the different kinds of food we ordered to get a little taste of everything. I liked the food that Irene ordered it was an Italian pasta dish with vegetables, parmesan cheese, basil, and a very creamy sauce. Theophila ordered some kind of a tomato basil pizza, Eiza ordered baby back ribs, Nalian ordered shrimp salad, and eda ordered some kind of Italian tenderloin. The bill amounted to P2,275 which made Irene want to cry. But she said it was worth it because we were very special friends for her. Awww.... She even shed a tear, and theophila was the first one to notice it

After that, we went to Kodak and got our group pictures taken. Then we went to Time Zone, and we played basketball, racing, and other stuff. Nalian was very aggresive in playing the games. She was playing some kind of "hit the cocroach with a hammer", and she wanted to destroy the whole screen. wahaha After we played games, we got a total of 21 tickets (cheap!!) Then we exchanged the tickets for 7 glow-in-the-dark rings. We hanged it in our pants by the belt clippers. As we walked by, we started a new fad and everyone we passed by would stare at us with weird faces. Every one stared down our pants. We got so concious, but feeling proud at the same time. A guy from the cafe told us that we were like power rangers with glow in the dark rings in our pants. hehe (Pauso kami) Cool!!

Then theophila, nalian, eiza, and eda went to get the developed photos at Kodak. Irene accompanied me to buy some chocolate cakes at Figgaro. Irene was surprised. She didn't know that the other chocolate cake that I'm going to buy was for her. She got so touched by me and she even told me she wanted to cry. (again) hehe Aww....

Irene and I went to Tower Records to buy a cd (WDOUJI) as a favor from Hans. When we went there, there was this Rock British Band promoting there album. The band's name was "The Barbs". Have you heard about them? Well, I haven't .....till today. I think there music sounds nice, though I just heard it a while ago. hehe So we got some autographs, and then we even shook their hands. Theophila, Nalian, Eda, and Eiza missed that experience because they didn't want to accompany me when we were buying the cakes at Figgaro. blehh... hehe joke

Then, Irene brought us back in our homes.... and here I am writting another wonderful entry to remind me of that wonderful experience I just had with my friends. I will surely tressure them for life.

YAhoo!!! Tuloy na daw lakad namin!

As I was eating lunch this afternoon, guess what?

Irene Called..... bling bling!!

Tuloy na daw lakad namin sa Greenbelt and Glorieta bukas. I was completely shocked. Because she already told me that our plans were cancelled. Then at the last minute, things turned around. I didn't know what to react (whether I was excited or am I gonna dissapoint her by not coming). Coz at the back of my mind, I was thingking of what will happen this coming tuesday (Our First Day of RLE community field trip). I'm not really well prepared and I'm scared coz I really don't know what I am supposed to do since I ditch class last tuesday (orientation). But I don't care, coz tuesday was a great day (winks)' Anyways, if I'm gonna die this coming tuesday, then so be it. Because my dad told me during lunch that he wants to transfer me to another course like "Business Management" coz of another rumor spreading about nursing. Once again, I got completely shocked!!!! All this time they were trying to push me to excel in nursing then another sudden change of plans. All I know is, I want to finish this course. I don't care if it doesn't get me a job at another country, but I'll take the risk and I'll try. My two years will be wasted for nothing if I dropped this course.

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As I left him there to say goodbye,
Tears of warmth flowed at the back of my eyes.
Sitting in the bus, looking outside the window,
Wondering what's in store for us tommorow.

Time moves fast when I'm with him.
I'm only left with memories of endless dreams.
Slowly the warmth takes over me.
I felt the breath of the night breeze.

It made my heart beat faster,
At the same time it beated slower.
Memories & the warmth of sweet,sweet love,
Like no other girl has been touched.

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Why am I writting this entry? Turns out my two proffesors did not show up for our class, and now I'm simply passing time by writting this entry. So far, my class has not yet ended, but I find it BORING!!! hehe

"BORING" has become my favorite expression this past couple of days. I wish I could write poems in a new dimension like my good friend Theophila insisted, but how could I write in a new dimension when I'm still stuck in the lame dimension. Hay!! Oh well, I'll stop being depress na nga. Khit yun ang inspiration ko in writting peoms.