LIBERTY SARAH's Journal

It's been a Hell day yesterday when everything seems to go wrong.

First, there were a lot of people in Enchanted Kingdom and introducing my two friends with my former howe didn't seem to be the greatest idea I had not even for a million years. They simply didn't get along as I was hoping, and to made the matters worst everybody got mad at me.

For that, I swear I will never go out again. It's always my fault when everything turns out bad.

When we were in the Galactic Restaurant inside Enchanted kingDumb!, I opened a conversation about how I can make pizzas out of burritos dough. To that, my two friends completely misinterpreted my good intentions and thought that I was bragging. I was merely trying to start a "flowing conversation" coz I didn't know what else to say. They started whispering at each other only God knows what. For that, I will never ever try to open a conversation again. I should have remained silent and made the akward silence in the dinning table get the best of us.

I spent the whole day yesterday trying to figure how I could blend my two friends with my former boyfriend coz I really really wanted them to be good friends. Everything was just wrong yesterday.... and remembering the akward moments I just wanted to die.

Not to mention, my former howe's father got furiously mad at him for not going to their shop. And it was becuase I pleaded him to spend the day with my two friends in Enchanted Kingdom.

Everything was my fault!! I will never ever GO OUT AGAIN!!!!!

Somewhere I can feel your presence so near yet so far.

A piece of me missing, the biggest piece of my heart.

At times I am sad, I’d listen to the wind.

When you hear my cry, you enter my dreams.

Even though I was hurt and scared like forever,

You were my knight and rescued me from the fire.

The “fire” that torches me to a thousand pains!

Evaporated my tears into acidic rains.

Sometimes I’d pretend that you hear me,

To heal me from my painful miseries.

I know somewhere you exist…to make me feel loved.

To touch my heart like a true girl should have been touched.

You listened to me and didn’t ignored my pains.

For I am special to you in a lot of romantic ways.

Whoever you are you’re just like a dream.

And if that were so, I don’t want to wake up anymore!!!